Unbelievable to say the least

"You get what everyone else gets, a lifetime!"-My Chemical Romance

I can't really describe how I feel now that I've stained my pillow in eyeliner and mascara. I feel like I have the largest meat cleaver in my spine. But I'm in shock and can't feel it yet. My best friend which I've been more than a best friend to, told me today that she doesn't want to be my friend. There are no words to describe how I feel. It hurts, my eyes feel like they about to break the dam of my eyelids and scream tarring my cheeks, leaving its mark behind. I don't want to ever talk about her again, I don't want to see her face, I don't want to hear her name, because it hurts too much.

I lost the one person that I thought would never do this to me. It's disgusting to say the least, to be someone's best friend, be there for them and do anything for them throughout the time you know them and then have them ignore you for over a month. Then they send you a petty Facebook message. What the hell?

If you make me hurt so badly and say I don't want to be your friend and then say maybe in the future maybe we can be friends. And say you won't come to your wedding..who the hell would let you come back into their life after doing that? I can't believe this...

"To wage this war against your faith in me...your life will never be the same!"-My Chemical Romance

I loved you. You were my best friend. I can't do this again. I don't understand why you would do this to someone you called a best friend. I hope you start to understand life and one day realize how selfish and hurtful you were.