Flying by

Days are flying by oh so quickly much to my delight and much to my stress.
I'm very excited for the wedding that is coming up. But there is still so much for me to do. But, I hate asking for help or even receiving it as odd as it sounds to many. I'm very...stubborn and full of pride, which has often been to my downfall. Brent's family has been more than amazing, giving help, suggestions and so forth. Kristi is still looking for a dress. Brent is trying to get a minister to marry us.
I know I have alot to do. Unfortunately, I am the worst procrastinator anyone will have the unfortunate event of meeting if they need something done NOW. Which can be kinda funny because I'm pretty predictable in those cases. But I guess I need to pull it together and make a beautiful wedding for everyone to attend.
Anyways, I have a job interview with Wacovia on Monday morning. I'm very excited and have some studying to do before it, but I think as long as I come in looking good and present myself well then I hope I get the job. I do not know how many are applying to the jobs, but after getting a professional attire. I hope it does not go to waste because Brent and I need this job.
Most people don't know. But I have decided to no longer attend school. You can think I'm a waste, a loser, or whatever. But, I just don't know what I want at the time. I think I will work really hard for awhile until Brent and I can get on our feet. And then one day I will go back to school. I think in 10 years or so, I will go to school and learn how to bake and open up a bakery just like my mother wanted to do one day. I know it's lame, but I think it's something I'd love to do. I'd love to serve people delicious baked breads, like I once had as a child from a French Bakery only several miles from my home. To watch someone enjoy their delicious desserts and start the day with a fresh real expresso. But this isn't something I want to do now.
I hate the way America molds high schoolers into thinking that if you don't have a college degree that you will say, "Would you like fries with that?" It's disgusting. Just do what you enjoy, do what you love, and don't think about what others say about you. Be happy. That's life. You only have one.